Chronicles of Neuroticism
Amanda. Mindy Kay. 21. Creative writing student. Freelace writer. Thespian. Photographer's daughter. Courage's owner. Denizen of Orlando. NYC/Broadway bound.
God!!!
The other night, we were at Applebees and someone mentioned the time and said that we should make a wish.
My wish was that Bryan would want me.
And I thought it was stupid to wish that, because…
But after tonight’s text messages… Jenn is going to smack him, then smack me, then dump both of us. After some drunken accidental hand holding and snuggling last night, we decided that in the name of Corry Matthews, it will not be accidental next time…
Why am I getting myself into this? I have the same feeling now as I had when Justin asked me out. My brain said, “This won’t end well…” but some other part of me said, “Oh well.”
This time, the brain is saying the same thing, but the other part says, “You can’t help it. You’ve loved him since he dumped you. And he DUMPED you… You’re screwed… Just take what he gives you and go with it, because we all know… ya still love him… you always have.”
Whhhateva… if nothing else, this takes my mind off my audition…